I had a terrible.day. WHY! Because I live here..in this state..and
have to drive a million miles to work. That torture alone can kill
small animals. How can I explain the torture of NJ? I can't in
one sentence..this would become a full encyclopedia as to
why I can't stand it here. I never felt like this before years
ago. I grew up here..and had great friends..but as for the living
conditions today, it is just not worth it to live in this cesspool
of greedy over inflated failed egotistical scum.

On my way to my thousand hour drive to work one block away
from work a guy turning crawls at the speed of a snail to the
point where the light turns red and he is looking around
which way to go..GO!!!!!! He turns off on another road and
I am the one who gets pulled over. He claims I went through
a red light. hmm ...What about the stooge who was stopped in
mid turn..what about him?!..he is the cause of my being
halfway in the road..but being that I am the only visable
person on the road..I get stopped. A half block from my
job. My boss drives by..I am not gonna argue..and I am not
going to fight it..its not worth my time or money. Just pay it and
be done with it..go online..punch in the stupid number..give your money
your blood your first born child whatever..I am not about take
off a half day of work..to pay a fine that will probably equal
to my insurance going up. I don't want to think about it..
I want it out of my life.

I am now a member of the Moma. They don't give you a nice fancy booklet like the Guggenheim..oh well..the Armando Reveron exhibit was where I spent most of my time..

It is pitiful when people in your own state steal priceless pieces of artwork. I am just glad it was recovered. I had to chuckle a little from the comments that were posted.. :P

After this lady in the photo took a photo...a million sheep flocked over to do the same thing..but in a huge group.

Check out this artist when you get a chance..David Shrigley. I picked up his book by chance..just saw the cover and knew I had to look through it..this was a fun read.

This President's Day was full of endless mind numbing online reading. This is my plant at work. It is a miracle it hasn't died yet. Now it can call me to tell me when it would like something to drink...and who knew..it talks!?

Went to see Pans Labyrinth and felt ill a few times. Didn't know it was in Spanish so there was alot of subtitles to read..(my own fault because I couldn't update my quicktime on the old eMac to watch any trailers so I went to youtube instead)..but overall it was a good movie..lots of visual treats..

This past week:

Took two and a half hours to get to work because they didn't plow..had a girl in a silver Saturn pass me in the fast lane and she went into full spin action spinning three times crossing four lanes..
Received Valentines flowers with a broken vase..but was replaced by Hallmark with a shiny new box of flowers. :D
Ate alot of chocolate.
Played the new WarioWare Smoothmoves wii game
Listened to two NIN songs..which I found by sniffing out info on the net..
Saw photos of Britney Spears shaved head and jesus

Happy Valentine's Day
Ut oh I moved my blog and updated..I hope everything moved over correctly..I guess I will find that out in a few minutes...Bake a cake with the Swedish Chef hahah

Dedication. I was determined to get a job..no matter what it took..I would do it. It might be embarrasing now to think how young and stupid I was...but..you do what you have to do..no matter if your are bleeding from your shoes and walking the street to your interview.

Bloody Ankles
One day I was very excited to go for an interview at a recruiter in the city. I had a total of about 15 bucks to my name. I grabbed my super duty heavy portfolio, bought a train ticket and went into the city...had my suit and heels on...walked blocks and blocks..then my feet started to hurt..so I ignored the pain hoping it would go away and proceeded to walk..then it was reaLLLy hurting..kept going..a few people looked at me like I was nuts..thats NY..so I kept going..I got there..I was dying..my ankles were BLEEEDING and the pain was unbearable..I didn't have a napkin and I had just enough money to get home..I got on the elevator and the man said to me "are you OK! YOUR BLEEDING YOU OK?"..I said "yeah I am ok...not exactly" wiped the blood and it SMEARED all over my hosen..now it looked like a murder happened..i had blood on my one hand..bloody ankles..I had to go on an interview..i needed a job BAD.

I walked in..took off my long coat..there was NO bathroom..I was sitting next to some foreigners and they were staring..but I had my feet hidden with my coat..The receptionist called me and I had to GET UP (oh nooo) and get some paperwork to fill out.. I filled that out..if I remember right I think I got some blood on that too but I didn't have a napkin or a tissue..I was a total disaster..she called my name..I got up..walked and she uhhh dread..walked behind me..I am sure she saw the blood..she must of thought I was high or kind of Art druggie..I sat down..I don't remember the interview.. to worried..I remember I tried my best..I walked out bloody ankles shoes and all..walked AGAIN but this time without the shoes...no shoes on the sidewalks of nyc. cause I only had 5 bucks..walked a few blocks...I took my last 5 bucks and hailed a cab to the train station.

I never heard from them.

Things I thought about long and hard today..and thought some more..not in any particular order

1.) Student Loan..will it ever end
2.) Hoping the coffee I got was actually decaf
3.) After Billy Joel sang the National Anthem and they said "This goes out to all the people who died in the tornado" I wonder what the troops thought about that when they flashed a photo of them on the screen for a total of 2 seconds.
4.) Money issues
5.) Gotta pay Geico
6.) Maytag sucks..no thanks to its firepit dishwasher recall
7.) If I upload this file..will it blow out my entire project

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